I need help, want to get out of here, dont know how to do it. please?

My brother ped away 2 months ago and I am in my first year of university. I have yet to be able to deal with it the way i would like to as I have had a lot to do in school. I have already dropped one cl and am almost done with only a few weeks left. I live in Canada and would love to get just get away for a week in complete isolation, preferably in the country as I am already in the city but Im open to suggestions. I just need a week to be alone in nature and deal with what has happened and enjoy some RNR. I am looking for somewhere relatively cheap but then again, Im open. Please help. I am beyond desperation and have been putting off the death of my brother for far too long and need to deal with it soon, before it goes wrong. Please give me some advice.